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Wow... its June now! one month after the last post i wrote.

This could be the busiest month in my life so far! Demanding physical travels, technical output and mental struggling in choices and decisions for both professional as well as personal matters.

I travelled MLC-KL-PG, PG-KL-PG, PG-KL-MLC-KL-PG, PG-KL-PG & PG-KL-PG since the last post. Too much reflections during the travel and waiting time in a month :p

Works, reportings, proposals, meetings & meetings, plannings and personal matters. I am not efficient enough and i shall improve my turnaround time. Also need to shorten my recharge time :)

With challenges, there come opportunities. Fight or flight? I chose the latter after due considerations. I am given the chance to prove and to do things my way. Shall i reject it? Nope, i dont think so.

I was told i am a perfectionist and idealist (not sure they are good or bad comments :p). i admit i am (proudly). i always want to do things to the best i can in the rightest way. I trust i am living a life impacted by all my doings in current and past lives and i know i am given choices to make them right.

And this is the opportunity for me to prove that right way is not always the impossible way as i was told sometimes. it is i.m.possible way. We shall all strive to do the right things and being said that, i need to qualify that i am not perfect (auditor's nature :p) and i am still working hard to do the right thing each and every time as well :)

I was taken aback by a bad news weeks ago and it seems to be a second chance for me to redo what i didnt do well years ago. There were choices after choices to be made but they were not all difficult as i know my promise to myself, dont do things i will regret later. What surprised me was that, i saw soooooooooooooo many kindness and generousity and the power of prayers in this incident. "false alarm" was the joke by another kind person i shall know in time but we are thankful with the good news amongst the bad ones. We gratefully thank everyone for their wishes, blessings and prayers :) this is a gentle reminder to all of us, to take good care of ourselves.

My body sent me signal as well, cleared the eye test and those temporary symptoms i encountered. but i know i still owe myself a detailed check-up and i need to monitor my temper and stress level :)

i find this month amazing because although things were going haywired here and there, i am blessed with all the helps, guidances and tolerations (even in some cases where i would have scolded me if i were the person dealing with me :p)

This is the time for me to grow and outdo myself, in all ways and aspects. I have decided to take up the challenges and deliver a better me ^^

Everyday, i tell myself that i am living my days with the speed of 24 hours/day. There is no need to rush, to worry about the hardship or indulge in the happiness/satisfactions because all the things pass as the time passes as well (impermanence). I am just a human and need to stay calm and try to deliver in each small and big things i am doing. (Its like a chant to hold my temper and monitor the stress :p)

Also in my prayers, I thanked for my days and i do not pray for a smooth life but perseverance, courage and wisdom. I also pray for good health and happiness for everyone.

I really wish to influence the people around me to be positive and committed to do the right things. We need more positive and right energy for this world!

So if you agree with me, lets work hard together! Make this world a better place with our positive energy :D