quiet but still rocking and rolling ~

Time, not just flies but disappear in a snap. The last post I wrote was on April fool and now I m writing on labour day. Well, I did have much more to tell or to write down in April. But since I accidentally changed the layout of my blog setting in my phone, I deleted more than 2 posts when I was writing. Both were kind of personal experience and feelings, so I guess they might just not meant to be shared :p The change of layout make me lazier to write. I m a lazy person who doesn't like to adopt to new things once I settled down. In ALL aspects. I always wanted to do something daring for my own self. Out of my comfort zone. I remember I got sick of myself before i was graduated from uni. I talked too much and no actions, I told myself. So I shut up and did things I was doing. A year went by and I wanted to leave but I didn't know what else to do where else could I go during that time. A couple of years passed, I was so tired with the life I was having. I desperately wanted to get out and I tried. Before I got what I thought I wanted, I lose my courage. I tried to seek it somewhere else but I just lose it. Something was wrong but I didn't realise it. 生活是种修行。 Everyone has their own lessons to learn in life. And my life knows me so well, it always set me up with exactly what I need to learn. 'Life never fails to surprise me.' This has became my frequent line :D I love my life, I do. Every bits of it. Family, friends, relationships, works, foods, etc.I feel like what I learn and ripe in this year of staying single are more than I did in the good 9 years in relationships. I overdrafted my happiness (for being so well taken care of and spoiled :p) and got revenged in the tenth :p It was a rough ride but I survived and I thanked all my family and friends. I outgrown my 28years in a year! 天时地利人和. Everything just happens in the ways I would love to improve myself. I m so ready to move forward and can't wait to see what life brings me next. 2012 is a good year, as I promised myself. And I will make it the best it can be :) Let's pray for a great 8 months and end 2012 with a blast and a dream come true to myself ^^