its JUST another emotion swing.

for people who know me, i m the immature emotional freak, aint i?

i seriously think i need to grow up or i need some treatment.

why?
coz for a moment, i wished i have a stupid bf who abide by all my laws even that means embarrassing himself in public or private.

i know my emotion swings could be more unpredictable than the rains in the evening.

and yea, i m all or none kind of person.

all-or-none law: "The all-or-none law is the principle that the strength by which a nerve or muscle fiber responds to a stimulus is not dependent on the strength of the stimulus. If the stimulus is any strength above threshold, the nerve or muscle fiber will give a complete response or otherwise no response at all." (source: wikipedia)

unfortunately, my threshold is always very low although i m working hard to raise it higher for years.

i always tell guys who complained about their gf to find a bf if dont want to deal with the ladies.

but last nite i learned a new quote.

we are in love with man, not SUPERman. give them time to realise the love and the importance.

haha, thats why my secret promise to myself is that never date any first love kaki if i ever back to the market again. as commented by my dear fren, sometime it takes heart breaks for them to realise how to treat ladies better.

i guess i also need more heartbreaks to realise how to treat myself better :p

love love love myself.