2009年4月20日星期一

let's love myself aloud

is it normal to cry before sleep five times a week? well, tell me what's normal and what's not normal.

i love myself, i want to love myself, i am still learning to love myself. i just forgot how. some said, in order to love yourself, u mustnt love others. some said in order to love yourslf, u must love everyone.

what is the deal if i need to lose myself to love u? seriously, i do not think its a good deal. n i dont want the deal. i prefer to let u love me until u lose yourself before i decided whether to love u or not. i need to know how much you can love me before i let myself to start loving u.

yup, you can say i m selfish, self centered. but u r not me and u dont know my history. dun judge me without listen to my long winded stories, u will know why i act like this if u spend 3 weeks to understand evrything.

but, sorry, not in the mood to explain myself.

stop telling me to stop thinking too much also. i m happy being myself.

if u STILL need assurance, i will change when i m done being this "me". hope i wil still see u around that time.

i just want to roar rOar rOAr rOAR ROAR. arghhhhhhhhhhh.

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