another random day.

another random day of mine.

i took the day off today (oops, yesterday..). it feels like it has been non stop working days since cny. china, pg, kl, ipoh, sitiawan, non-stop even for most of the weekends. the bored n tensed days were spiced up with some dramatic scenes in between though.

i m tired, really. mentally, physically, emotionally.

i know i m not good at taking care of myself, that's why i always want to have someone i can trust to take care of everything for me. well, i know its always not too late to learn to be independent and that's what i was trying to acomplish today. i pulled myself out from sweet home and went to banks to run some errands for unit trust and yes, its not that difficult doing it all by myself (thanks for the little advices from old friend..)

i have been thinking a lot recently (a lot more than the past but more structured) but yet to be able to put in words. i will update when they finally can be worded :p

however, i have tried to pamper and fulfill myself over this week by eating those "reachable" food in my "to eat list". Most of them have failed me, except the xua xua le steamboat. still deliciously yummy. i have to agree that sometimes, memories did make me miss them and expect more. but there are more to continue to explore, the riverside prawns is now waving at me, hehe.

well, i am expecting more from the overseas food list- Taiwan~tang bao n zheng jiao near client's office, the cheap and superb sushis, fried crabs in night market, China~ the garlic baked oysters in shanghai, the grilled huge squids + korean food + unidentified sea food in Shandong, the porridge + "deep fried ghost" in Shenzhen, Singapore~ chili crabs, mos burger, Cambodia~ the soft shell crabs, amok fish, by char, Vietnam~ that fine restaurant behind bakery that i've forgotten the name, Bangka~ a sui seafood(and relaxing spa).

i seriously hoping i can go back n try them all again one day. i need to update my to eat list and delete those foods which have been contaminated by my memories. only real good foods stay!

i duno why and how i turn this random day into food list, but i guess when i feel empty, i eat and that's what i have been feeling and try doing to survive over these few months.

ps: sorry, no spelling check for this post. too random to care :p