unsent love letter

I wrote the last post two months ago. I was in doubt if i would ever meet someone who will make me as happy as you do and whether i should just settle with someone or anyone or simply staying single. I questioned the existence of you and wonder how would i meet you. Was i waiting for someone who would never come? shall i give in? Half a month later, you came into my life, unexpectedly, at the craziest time in my career life ever. i was so busy and tensed, gastric and insomnia came back to me, couldnt even woke up in one of the mornings due to the severe dizziness. i dont have time to eat and rest properly, let alone facial and watching my weight. i was basically at the worst of my life, in appearance as well as temper and everything else. Then, knowing our schedules, strong characters and tonnes of other factors, i am impressed with your patience for me and my humbleness and expressiveness for you, despites all those unexpected challenges and tests.. Both of us are not perfect, not even near. Nonetheless, we are clear with things we want as well as those we are willing to complement each other after what we have gone through in the past, before we met each other. we are old fashioned yet stratightforward. somehow i feel we are so alike despite the short time we know each other. honestly, i am madly into you within couple of weeks.. you are the answer to my prayer, as i told you. While we have not made it official and i am still having butterflies in my tummy wondering whether you are trully into me, i want you to know that you made me understand the value of what i have gone through in the past and my long wait. I will make you happy, if not happier than you make me. I promised. Thanks for coming to me <3