only for edmund

i'll never love anyone the way i love you.

in loving you, i have experienced the happiness, the hurt, the feeling of forever, the need to be with you and love you.
it's all here inside me.
it's you i always think about, it's you i always miss, and it will always be you...
because you are the one i love.
(quoted from wallet cards, Geralynne Dodgen)

today i replied a friend, because i am in love with ed :), when she asked me why i posted "happy" in my msn.

ed and i come from different background, speak different languages, have different religions, mix with different gangs of friend and probably different in every possible ways. (except we both are childish, have short temper and love leisure holiday =D)

we are not perfect but we complement each other. we are now having long distance relationship which i expected to turn disaster but with the efforts and blessings, we talk almost everynight and we are actually meeting up every month. we have our future plans which seems unclear but so sure.

memories flashed back when i started to think about writing this blog, would like to share one of our fun conversations here:
when i first called ed "baobei" and he hadnt master chinese as he is today, he told me he wasnt happy to be called "baby boy". after a good laughs, i explained to him, "baobei" is not "baby", "baobei" means "precious ones". ed's serious sad face changed to jovial ones immediately and asked me, "so i am your precious ones?" . "yes, you are." i remember replying him with a big smile.

i am grateful that ed has been very supportive and wise during my ups and downs. thanks baobei ed, thanks for leading me and growing with me. thanks for everything you have done for me and for us.

hope you love the cake i baked, happy birthday :*