2010年7月21日星期三

Exam diaries part II

Last day to prepare. Not enough time not enough time not enough time. only can focus on refreshing my memories. Have done more than 1000 questions, eyes wanna pop out already.

Ern set her bears and dolls outside my room as guards, so that no one can come in to disturb me. But well, she is the one who does the most talking to me :p

Ern told me about her getting rm10 rewards for each 100% she scored in school. Then I asked her to reward me the same if I pass my exam. She promised happily. After a while she told me, she will give me RM5, even if I failed. Lol..
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Exam day~ I know I m going to earn RM5 no matter how it turns out later :)

This is the first paper I felt 3 hours are not enough. For many questions, I really blank and simply tembak. I felt anxious when started the 40 minutes countdown. How m I going to bear with another round of no-day-no-night study? How else can I improve if I’ve done more than 1k questions yet still fail?

Huh..focus focus.. must think of the good things.. how if I pass? Haha, I can celebrate with families! Must buy myself more stuffs :D (eh, even if I fail also wanna buy to console myself :p) hmm, what to buy? Phone, laptop, more skii and lsz.. hehehe..

Ok ok, back to exam, focus focus…

Tick tock tick tock.

I was outside signing out the exam, went blank again.. the exam administrator woke me up from my day dream.. told him I was thinking will I need to come back and see him again..

A while later, with my result slip on his hand, the exam administrator told me I got no chance to see him again because I PASSED!

~the end~
Thanks to all the people who wished me, supported me and helped me in my journey of pursuing these 4 papers. BIG THANKS.
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I spent money just like flushing toilet water since May. Time to relook and balance my pampering and debt repaying plans :)
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I love who I am how I am now :D

感恩有你!

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